Isolated still

I know this sounds somewhat silly, but despite everything I still feel isolated in my life!

I have supposedly been invited to cols nephews birthday on Wednesday...But as last year, no one seems to care that I have a family that don't believe I should be allowed a social life just because I happen to be a Mum!  Col thinks I am being silly, but he doesn't understand, and I don't know how to explain to him how I feel.

I would love nothing more than to actually be allowed to relax and enjoy myself, but who am I kidding, I am not allowed!

I have a family who only help when it suits them, and no real friends other than my Big Col!  You know what, that actually sounds really pathetic! My fiance is my ONLY REAL friend, and even then, he doesn't always feel like my friend!  Stupid... I know.
xxxxxxx